Give it to God. And if u cant concentrae for long enough to do that, Be still and know that he is god. Either or, he appriciates them both.

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

well...u guess.......dancing!

well, im happy.
i still dont no if im goin to suncity but im havin fun and thats wot counts.
today i busted out some of my break dancin moves (cos a chik doin the slighteset is like totaly abnormal 4 da guys...and chiks lol).
although, wen they did look, some how i was not reachin my potential wotsoeva.
i pray god gives me the courage to next lesson, stuff may count on it....

skool has got me down ....very down, but im slowly getting used to it and applying that happy posative attitude...even wen it sux most.

ya, dad went bak on the saturday.

got sum cool prezzies 4 my bday yesterday. it was nice. went out 4 supper.

hmm....supper.....that wood b nice...(home alone, no food)
lol.

well, wen ive got more ill spill.

cheers

Thursday, January 20, 2005

fishing update

caught a sandshark.

,...3 tyms.

bday!!

Its my Bday on monday!! yaaay!

im amped!Out 4 supper, presents,party, 16...im in!.....
...same time next year?

today i went to mc d's after skl today too, twas rad.
shd do more often lol.
tho, my dad goes back on sunday.
:(


but i also mite b gettin msn soon.

yay, tis my bday on mon!

sorry 4 th hoppin topics, im like that.....otherwise i dont remember. lol, but sadly, true.

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

dancin!...

hey, i sed id say more bout dancin an stuf, wel, it rox!!
we r doin sumin 4 mnet or dstv at mo, then work toward sun city!
haaaaaaaaaaaaaay!

:)

ya, skl 2mo... :( poo.

Monday, January 10, 2005

fishing

hey mense!

i went fishing today!with my dad...cos no-one else i no fishes lol.
i burnt my ears....got soaked on the peir (4 times..thrise plus one) and caught two fish.....must be the bait.
lol.
it was really fun, ad at the end of the day we had fish and chips...from a take out.
a friend of mine, amy (b) came along, and she almost enjoyed it more than i did!

well,i dont want to babble on...haha, babylon...corney...lame...tomato suace....ok, nuf.

just wanted to say that my previous complicaeted post, even tho u may not get it WOTsoEver, i dnt care, cos it served its purpose wit me and helped at least one person.me. therefore explaining the whole thoery.
i achieved it 4 at least one,me, and if u benefit, great.

Thursday, January 06, 2005

apiffany...thing..ish

Last nite i had an appifiny. Yes Daniel. apiffany apiffany .
*sorry bout that guys* *ahem...
well, it was an apifany/ revelation/ thing

im not sure if it was from god, but it might well have been.

recently i went to a friends hous and sumin came up about, 'once saved always saved'.
so i pondered it 4 a wile then thort bout it last nite again and it came to me,its kinda like The Apprentice.

With donald trump. in the boardroom. you have the apprentice -> person. donald trump -> god (sorry to make him stoop so lo)
and carolyn and the other guy..frank? anyways, they help donald make the decision. ones the angel, ones the devil.

Now, this apprentice can fite til the end, and the devil and angel may say what they think, and maybe even agree, but in the end, the only one who chooses is the boss. he has the majority, abouve all.
And each case may be different there is no set answer, its about the persons trackrecord, and mainly, what goes on inside the boardroom.

that helped me to understand it, it may not be right, but i like that description best.

stuff and things goin on...

hey, dunnit feel good to reach goals, or accomplish wat u wanted to do? yup.

so, holidays eh? coolness! iv cn sum cool stuff l8ly....like oceans 12,princess diaries, wite chix,sharktale,lol,ok ok, iv cn other stuff too....the apprentice ended :'( moment of silence.... i rooted 4 kwami,but congrats to bill, he aint too shabby lookin, lol....but iv cn cool stuff that aint on a flatscreen too lol.a wite tiger at the moscow circus. Note: thats my fave animal.out of 3.

OK fine, that little statement at the begining,ur probly like...wha?..only from jo hey...well...yes, but ill say a bit on it then.happens everyday.like a little weight lifted off u,a sigh of relief,joy of it all falling into place.sometimes what u wanted to accomplish gets accomplished early and all the rest of whatever u were doing cant get worse.i no im not making sense to you, so ill try put it easier...
its all about standards.
think about it, some poeple say things arent ever good enuf, or they want it all to be perfect, and reallife aint a movie,pre thort out. if your standards are to high for life and schoolwork,friends,everything isnt good enuf, try think without that every inch of perfection.
before you do something, set a goal for it, anything, and dont want more and more once youve started.stick to that goal, and once its accomplished, sit back, relax and enjoy the rest of whatever it is.
1.set goal.
2.bleive.
3.all things are possible through god,who gives us strength.
3 1/2.dont doubt.that breaks all 3 steps, and u hav to start again.
You WILL sink wen u doubt.
all u can do is start again.
if u got any of that im super glad...cos it kinda hard to get across. :)

Some other stuff and things goin on are this tsunami and...stuff there. and, i was kinda not paying attention to it because it wasnt near me and my family and friends, and i didnt want to get pulled into it cos its really sad n stuff, and frankly, i just didnt want to believe it happened. i hadnt bn told officialy, and i hadnt spoke much bout it so i was distanced. but yesterday i was speaking to my dad and he told me about this mother that was interveiwed as she landed in Heathrow, she was with her husband and kids on the beach, and hasnt seen any of them since. you are helpless, ants with an annoying kid and a hose pipe.on. but thats not god, that the devil. god is there the whole time, answering the prayers of those who come to him.
then my dad told me about this couple that got engaged the day brfore, he went to the bathroom in their flat, the wave came ,and she hasnt seen him since. a wall apart and in one minute,buildingsand beaches apart. then we spoke about the damage, EverythinG gone, rubble.thats all. no shops, no houses, no fast food, no trains, no nothing. On one hand it makes you grateful. and that car trouble seem so little in comparison. Then on the other hand, it makes you angry, how can this happen, everyfamily, every person had their own lifestory andambitions and now its all lost.
Then suddenly this flow of perace rushed right through me; God knows what hes doing.
He has it all under control.
its not for us to worry about, but instead, trust gods decisions and offer a helping hand where we can.
He hand piced every surviving person, and he knows what he is doing.
So a smile once again appeard on my face.
see?

that applys for everything.