Just for the record.

Sometimes i think.....
cool , you no, this is great, im doin this great thing.
but i turn out not telling anyone.
Why do poeple tel ppl how great they themselves are? do they look for accepteance? pride?

i used to......still do. but dont.
just for the record, i do alot of things no one knows about. i 'dominate' with people and dont spread it, i have 'intense' conversations and dont broadcast those either.

yes, i want to. but is that then why i do it? no. i certainly hope not.
i do it for god. why would a wastea perfectly good blessing i could recive from god...by telling people about it.

sure it may not be the same catagory as wat im sayin and sure u may nt understand a word. but this is a form of diary and my thoughts will be aired. :)

then i thort...why dont i tell ne-one???
is it because i want them to one day fibd out and be like, 'woah i didnt no that, respect for her'?
wel, truth is, they wont find out. mostly cos ppl dont care.
is that the reson i dont say alot of things?
maybe. maybe i just think they dont care wen they do? no.
chances are they dont.

so why impress with things that we should not use to impress other ppl with?
saying a statement, getting to know one anouther, fine. perfect.
should happen more often.

but sometimes it just makes u feel this big. yet in your heart you know things other ppl dont.
choose:
tell them and raise thier impression of you
or dont. let them either figure it for themselves or dont care if they know or not.

god knows me.
that is all i need.

the rest of me is for building friendships.
not to broadcast, but to tell ppl that are actually interested, not just to impres.

if u dont understand wich is hily likley, sorry, more stuf wil make sense on here soon.

:)